Sunday, February 12, 2012

I feel as if Im high, yet I'm completely sober?

Recently, I've been getting these random spells of what seems to be, me being high.



I haven't done any drugs for over 6 months now. This includes, Marijuana, Ectasy, Adderal, Salvia, pretty much all drugs.

Also, not depressed at all. I'm actually very happy with my life atm, I'm with the girl of my dreams and I was able to get into college at 16. Really no worries at all. So I don't think this is stress or depression.



I'll be doing something, sitting at the computer, in the middle of a class, cleaning the bathroom, ANYTHING, and I'll randomly start to feel like I just smoked marijuana.



I feel very spacey, sometimes dizzy, blurred vision, time seems to last longer than it really is, reflexes are slower, things are harder to comprehend (I.E reading text, taking instructions, paying attention to a stroyline) and rarely I'll feel a buzzing throughout my entire body, like what you would expect from DMT.



I'd like to know what is happening.



Heres a little more information, this is just speculation:



Recently I've also been having episodes of hallucinations.

I have not been under the influence of anything during these times.



Examples:

I had an experience where I could literally FEEL the difference between colors. Each color had a specific feeling.



Seeing entities that do not exist. I've had it happen maybe three times where I see a full body, a human, in my vision. Seconds later it may disappear, thats when I realize it was not real.



Hearing voices. I heard my mothers voice, loud as can be, call my name, twice. I was in the office and it sounded like she was about 25 feet away from me, on the top of the staircase. She was at work, and the house was empty.



I've taken some tests, and they tell me its possible im mildly schizophrenic... I REALLY want this to be some type of chemical imbalance. Some one please help me.I feel as if Im high, yet I'm completely sober?
Wow, must be nice not to have to pay for it and all....lol But really though, I have had something similar to what you described within a few months of quitting heavy marijuana usage, turned out it was cuz I was losing weight. You see, THC is stored in adipose tissue during fat production, meaning it can inadvertently be released several months after smoking stops(and so do the munchies) if the user burns fat cells for energy.I feel as if Im high, yet I'm completely sober?
I smoke Ecsphoria. Sometimes i eat it. It's realy enjoyable.

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